There is no truth,

She’s a liar

And never got it out of mind

It’s in the blood,

Flowing through veins,

Pumping to heart,

Red poison turning her ‘insane’…

Lie upon lie,

Accumulating slowly…

Being too weak

Just to admit,

Explain the bitter sooth

And having drowned in self-hatred,

So overpowering and deep,

It’s been impossible to live,

Too hard to manage to exist

She can’t keep bearing all of it

Upon her shoulders,

It’s way too heavy.

Just waiting… Lonely standing

Without support or understanding…