The power overwhelming you
Have you been drunk? On drugs? Totally wasted?
And now roaming recklessly around me…
Just let me go, stop chasing endless…
Love… No, I’ve betrayed you after…
Waiting, too long… For you to need me
Do not pretend, I sense the fakery.
Stop crippling over skin, my pale purple body
Grabbing with nails, long thin fingers
Filthy, beautiful… Gimme the damn e-cigarette!
I’m not a smoker, ain’t insane
Just being stupid, playing games
With you… I’m trapped, I’m risking!
And while drowning in this blur,
With neither energy nor life support,
Last spark went out, I don’t see you
Anymore… And I don’t need to…
The world you showed appeared dizzy
I’ve barely managed to exist
I lost myself and I’ve failed you
Knowing it’s toxic, did not stop it
Just one more sip of energy…